wow. Day Four. that deserves to be a proper noun.
i decided yesterday after consulting with my friend that im not going to drink the laxitive tea anymore. it hurts too much, and i think this is difficult enough.
i felt very dizzy and faint last night at a party. it may have been the smoke or maybe it was i didnt have enough juice. i walked EVERYWHERE yesterday. like 3 miles. i think next time i do the fast, im going to have 80 oz the first three days, 70 oz the second three days, and 60 the last four.
i also "eliminated" 10+ times yesterday. exhasting. i did not do the saline wash this morning, as i got to work and turned out im not working alone today.
something else weird. i had a really extreme case of deja vu yesterday. my friend ben was telling me a story and i swear ive heard him tell it before. it wasnt a "so i was really drunk"story, one i wouldve been likely to hear before. it was really personal.
i had a dream night before last that all the fat melted out of my face and all i was left with was a sheet of skin with eyes in it.
i feel really run-down today. could it be all the exertion yesterday? not doing the flush today?
it feels like im playing this fucked-up game of would you rather. would you rather do the Master Cleanse and have crazy stuff coming out of your body, toxins releasing from your tongue, skin a mess, glands swollen? or would you rather suffer through the cleanse and find youre clean as a whistle?
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It's been a few days, are you still on the cleanse?
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